The first few days after a change are always the hardest. August should be a busy month.

i posted that almost exactly a year ago. as soon as i read it i realized that i was in almost exactly the same place , for almost exactly the same reason.

its just so much harder now. i wish it could be different. wish i could give what was needed. wish i could get what i needed. wish, wish, wish. but that cant be. not now at least.
there is a part of me which hopes one day we will become the people we need each other to be.

time will tell.  ¶ 8/05/2008 07:04:00 PM