smell. when i was in the 12th i couldnt smeel anything. i got my whole class to rub there nose if the answer to the pracs was ammonia cause i could never smell it. now, its one of my favorite things. there are some smells you rememebr forever. dad's dettol aftershave. mums perfume. the fishy smell of the docks. ghee being made in the afternoons. the cookie factory on my way to work. carribian rum. hash. happy. drakker. and women. i love the way they smell. each one different.and soo amazing. comfort smells.
  ¶ 12/21/2004 01:21:00 PM 1 Comments

  i started off today wanting to rant and rave. tall about all the injusticeisis done and inflicted. woe is the simple man without a plan type deal. but how? how when you breeze through your days at work being both productive and not at the same time. when you get paid to record your voice. where the sweet girl in your cubicle gives you cookies. where everyone around you is smiling. i'm not loseing all my cinicism yet. christmas in a couple of days. jammy boy turns 54 today. happy birthday jammy. its nice going to a bar where everone knows your name and you can leave without paying cause they know you'll be back. the deep timbers of my voice echo around the office as i sign out.
  ¶ 12/21/2004 01:12:00 PM 0 Comments

  thank heaven for little girls. some friends of the folks came over last night with there 9yr old daughter. last time i had met them i was the 9 year old. she bearly spoke english, i bearly know a word of german. yet we had each other ...and everyone else in... splits . funny how entertaining a big blue ballon can be. i reemeber her mom saying that she hadn't laughed like that in a year. moving backwards it was great meeting up with an old friend for a drink. nice feeling knowing someone for 7 years, and planning on for the next 7 at least. plus large pitchers of beer make these meetings even better. the wedding season is apon us. engagements, sangeets, nikkha's, receptions all light up the night sky with fireworks and huge stadium standard lights. the number of jewels in the queens necklace has increrased giving new meaning to bright lights big city.   ¶ 12/17/2004 07:57:00 AM 3 Comments

  i have a habit. get online. garfield, peanuts, dilbert. yahoo mail, work mail, gmail. melt, surya, sarah, contessa. i have to catch two 7am flights over the next two days. delhi tomorrow. nagpur day after. she wants to be out late tonight. and bar hopping friday. did i ever imagine i'd be spying on business activities? nope. do i sleep enough? hell no. surya posts of late make me rememeber my ramblings from the last semester of college. i want the money to be able to afford a flight to any where i want. i want the time to be able to leave on a moments notice. i have the attention span of a knewt. or is that gnuet. anyways, short. the pictures on my phone are confidential. the secrets of my mind are too. and my heart. well that belongs to you.....
hope you enjoyed the sermon, there are drinks and refreshment on the balcony.  ¶ 12/07/2004 02:00:00 PM 4 Comments

  i'm still drunk. its not the hangover i thought it was. to think it all started in this bar with some very old people and this girl... and turned into martini maddness at M Bar. vodka, creme de cacao, OJ. give it a shot. got home at 3 and collapsed into bed. had to be at work by 745. and on my feet , literally, all day. i believe all that alcohol is still in my systen. ahh good times . but how do i get all my work done?  ¶ 12/04/2004 09:06:00 AM 0 Comments