every time i feel that ive setteled back into bombay something comes up and bites me in the ass to say that i havent. there are times when i feel that i am starting to lose my mind, and then things switch back to status quo. feel very defensive, edgy,... like im supposed to know a whole lot more than i actually do, yet can't tell anyone else that i dont know it. the only way to stop this over thinking is sleep. well sleep always was the answer. but my current average of about 4 hours doesn't help much
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